It’s funny how I wished for this attention every day of my life since middle school and now I don’t want it anymore. It’s like a leech and it’s sucking every piece of life and energy out of me. I can’t function any normal thoughts anymore. I don’t know what I want and it’s killing me every day.
All I ever wanted was to be happy and now I don’t think that is possible anymore.
I need to get my mind off of things. Or be sent to a psychiatrist.